saeng il chu ka ADILA~~

hepy bufday to me~~..

hepy bufday to me~~.

hepy bufday to meee~~~~~

hehehehe

hmmm..xtaw nk rse cmne..

apart of myself..

rse syukur alhamdulillah..

masih diberi ruang utk bernafas..

dibumi ALLAH yg luas nie..dan menikmati segala..

rezeki yg diberikan selama 21thun nie..

rse bertuah jgk..dilahirkan oleh..

insan yg hebat seperti SITI AMIAH BT ABDUL MAJID..

pada hari ini..pada tika dan saat ini..

rse gembira jgk..

sbb..rakan2 sume..sudi ingat..

n celebrate mybufday..

tp..

rse sedeh jgk..

thun kedua sambut bufday tnpe dirinya..

biasenye..he will sing bufday song for me..

but now..dgr dr org laen jew..hmmm..T_T

emm..

harapan..

hehe..rahsia!!..

hope..adila..akan terus tabah..n sabar dlm menghadapi mse akan datang..

n menjadi lebih matang..

n menjadi hamba ALLAH yg diredhai sentiase..

n menjadi ank ibu ayh yg sentiase membnggekn mereka..

n menjadi insan yg berakhlak mulia..

p/s:21years old??wut a odd number..hehe..sy dh dpt kunci kebebasan..yeahhhh!!!

kek secret recipe kesukaan saye!!~~..omoo

i loikeee~~

card bufday yg sgt lucu n penuh bermkne..

given by myhousemate..

minnasan..saranghae~

penat tp best!!..

arini..25hb dec 2010..
busy gler!!!
busy berjalan here n there..
seawal pkul 8.30 pg dh kuar..
arini g jln2 bersame2 rkn2 pergi jelajah sandakan..
1st destination was rainforest discovery centre..

best!!!
sbb dpt jungle trekking..tgk pokok plik2 nie..
then canopy walk..naek suspension bridge..

then..dh pnt jln2 kt c2..
g lak 2nd destination..
mule2 pkir nk g sepilok..
tp org kate sepilok xbest sgt..
so decide la nk g tgk probiscus monkey kt labuk bay..
omoo..comey je monkey nie..
idung die mncung ke dpn..hehe
unik la monkey nie..
mkn pancake ngn timun jeww..
gler sng nk jge..rse nk amek 1 je bwk blik..hehe

then..3rd destination..
pegi tmn rekreasi jalil alip..
bah..best tmpt nie..
dpt maen boat..
cm biase ar klu dh rmai2 kt ats tasik 2..
wat huru hara la en..
maen lumba2 la..then langgar2 la..
best sgt..

then kayuh perahu lak..
mak aiii..pnt bleh x kayuh perahu..
cmne la nelayn dulu2 kayuh perahu ek..
pnt kot..
n..paling rse klakar..
dulu org slalu kunun2 dating kayuh perahu en..
bajet romantik ar ..
pnt kot dok kayuh perahu..
moralnyew..xyah la nk dating ats perahu ek..hahaha
then..ade yg naek kayak lak..
haa..pas sakit tgn..sakit kaki lak yew..
actually nk g ke destination ke4 ..crocodile farm..
tp sbb dh ptg n pnt..so laen kali jela yek..
then..mlm..g xmas party kt umah doctor plak..
very nice..doc cook mskn myanmar 4 us..
xtaw la ape nme die..nmpk cm bihun sup je..
hhmmmm~..mlm masih mude ye..hehehe
then..g lepak kt kdai bakso lak..
mkn lg..asyik mkn je..mmg patut la berat naek..hahaha..
skang..i feel very tired..n so lazy to stdy now..huhu

sedih+gembira..

emm..

hari nie mcm2 prasaan ade..

mule2 rse sedih..

sedih sbb..akhirnya..

result end posting surgery yg ditunggu2 2..

akhirnya kuar jgk..

as wut i expected..

result mmg la menurun..

sedih..sedih ngn diri sndiri..

terlalu merase kn cinta utk surgery 2 xde..

then..underestimate mnde nie..

n..wat mcm xsungguh2..

slalu ckp..i'm not meant to be a surgeon

smpi ble la nk cmnie..

ske atau x..adila kne wat jgk!!!

in future..msti slalu sygkn gunting2 2..

msti slalu pgng jarum n benang..practice wat suture..

hehehe..

msti slalu ckp..

even i dun want to be a surgeon..but i LOVE surgical!!!

then..mood slowly change to be better..

arini..wif all housemate..

dh wat knduri seafood kt umah..

msk mcm2 jenis mskn dgn udang n sotong..

masak sotong n udang tempura..

sotong msk kunyit..

udang masak cili padi..

sayur cmpur jawa..

n sambal tempe..

pergghh..makan mmg xhengat dunia..

abeh program diet..hahaha

then..ble mlm gi oncll..

alhamdulillah..akhirnya dapat jugak..

conduct 1 delivery..

i got 1 baby boy..

wif birth weight 3.3kg..

nervous sebenrnyew mse nk conduct 2..

tkot la..baby 2 ade pape ke kn..

alhamdulillah..baby slamat n mama pon slamat..

fuhhh..lega ble dgr baby kt tgn nie menangis sebaek sje melihat dunia..

thanx to staff nurse yg bg tunjuk ajar..^_^

in the nutshell..

syukur alhamdulillah kepada ALLAH swt..

ats segala nikmat yg diberikan harinie..

n sentiase mengharapkn kasih n belas ALLAH swt dimase hadapan..

insyaALLAH..^_^

how can i tell u..

hmmm..
runsing ble dgr...
"nie bukan tugas daus utk handle mnde nie..nie tugas abg!!.."
abg??
mcmne harus aku terangkn lg..
n aku taw..
die dh cukup bsr utk phm..
n seharusnye paling paham..
yg abg dh xde dh!!
mcmne??
mcmne aku nk ckp..
n terangkn..tanggungjwb itu harusla pada die kini..
aku?
aku yg die pggl akak@kak ngah..
ape peranan aku??
aku xtaw..
aku xpnh mnjd kakak..
n xpnh punye adik..
ape harus aku buat..
sedih..sedih ble melihat seorg adik...
yg sentiase mengharapkn ade pimpinan dr seorg abg atau kakak..
tibe2 rse diri nie xberdaya..
nk pikul tggungjwb arwah dulu..
die xpernah berkate jge keluarga die..
tp..aku merasa kn tggungjwb nie dh diletak dibahu ku..
sejak die menghembuskn nafas terakhir..
rse terbeban??
msti la tidak..
tapi aku takot..
xtaw nk buat ape..
mcm2 berlaku sekarang..
n aku yg hnye ade kudrat yg xseberapa nie..
xmmpu nk wat ape..
aku hanye mampu menangis..memikirkan dirimu yg dh lme tiada..
aku nk tolong..tp xmmpu..
adik2 sedih..
dtg mengadu..
ape harus aku buat???
daus slalu ckp.."kan bgus klu abg ade..msti xkn jd mcmnie..."
ya ALLAH...ape harus aku lakukan..??ape harus aku katekn lg.....
bg la aku kekuatan..
utk trus menjaga family nie ya ALLAH..
sesungguhnya..aku sygkan family nie..
seperti  family ku sendiri..

"dun drive too fast..."

kisah bermula bila..

papa celana kami dr tin kyaing msuk wad..

due to extra systole..

so kami..me,ema n norm..

g la melawat die..

siap bwk muffin yg buat smlm..

smpi kt ward dpt taw wallet doc ilang..

doc ckp die letak wallet 2 dlm sarung bntl..then dis mornig cleaner tukar bedsheet maybe teramek skali..

then..tgk la nurse tlg crkn kt gumpalan2 bed2 sheet yg ade..

tp..geram gk la tgk nurse tue..

mcm xikhlas je nk crkn..

kcian doc..

dh la ade byk kredt card,driving license ag,card golf n ID card n aso many2 money kt dlm 2..

then we all offer la doc nk g bank n wat report polis..

kne la blok cpt2 akaun wet die yg berlmbak tue..

so..me as his driver today..

mule2 heading to bank..

bwk laju die xkesah pon en..

ye ar..die pon msti la nk cpt2 block akaun 2..

pastu dh pas block..bwk doc blik amek pasport lak..

doc nie dan2 la..dh pas block akaun tue trus ckp..

"dun..dun drive too fast..be slow..no need to rush.."

hahahaahhahaha..!!

klaka je dgr doc ckp cm2..

tkot kot die tgk aku bwk kete cm ape..

pastu die dok crite byk kes xcident die kne hndle..

siap ckp ag..

"i afraid of small car..."

ahahaahha..

yela..nnt aku bwk lori eh..hehehe

comey ar dr tin kyaing nie..

msti die nie bwk sgt berhemah en..slow je..hehehe

sepetang bersama cadbury..

pnt2 angkat brg blik dr kk..
then..layan cadbury ptg2 nie mmg masyuk..hehe
thanx to mida yg memberikn cadbury nie..
xprasan lak ade notes gk kt c2..
nway..mmg no hurt feeling pon..
just im a lil bit upset sbb i kn xleh kne ujan..
mmg sng dmam klu kne ujan nie..
basah lenjun gler smlm..hehe
nway..thanx ya..~~..
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penat gler leh x..
dok dlm bas smpi more than 7hours..
dh la abg tue bwk bas mcm lanun..
gler laju..naseb la slamat smpi..
nway..terkilan jgk..
dis tyme blik kk xdpt tgk narnia 3D..
dgr org ckp best..
huhu..sedeh..
xpela..nxt tyme ye adila..^-^

1st bufday gift~~

ahaaa..
hepy glerrr arini..
dpt 1st bufday gift..<lmbt ag pon bufday nyeww..hehe>
dr rumateku tercyg..ROSNANI ZAKIAH...
mmg dh lme nk cr earphone bru..yg bunyi die ade bass nyeww..
skali td nani blikan..
mmg tersenyum smpi telinge ar en..
dh la warne merah putih..
smart glerrr ar..
mmg ske sgt2..
dgr lgu pon berdentum2 cm ape..xingt dunia dh..
hehehe
chukayae~~~!!!!!

A.M.B.T

ambt??
org slalu tnye..ape mksd ambt 2?
ahaa..
biar la hnye kami bersebelas yg taw ape mknyew ambt 2..hehe
yg pasti..
ambt rocks da world..!!hahaha..
ambt was consist of 6boys n 5girls..
faq,afiq,apis,aswad,amjad,zakwan n afiq..

me,zana,pka,eca n mia..

kteorg start get to know each other dgn rpatnye mse form 4..
mse tue 1kelas..n xsngka sume 1 kepala..
nk kate kteorg nie bdk jht..
xdela jht sgt..
paling jht kteorg wat pon ponteng klas fizik n addmath je..
busan kot..dh la xphm pape pon subject tue..
haa..ponteng klas pon bkn g ne pon..
g lepak kt bilik spbt..tdo ke..maen tenet ke..
xpon g klas kosong kteorg maen bola kertas..hehe..
emm..kteorg slalu g mne2 same2..
g skool sme2..
g tuition sme2..
even g toilet pon..
laki msuk toilet laki ar kn..xkn follow gurls lak..
pastu klu msuk persatuan pape kt skola 2 msti muke2 kteorg gk yg conquer jwtn tertggi..
<gle jwtn btol..hehe..>
n almost all of us pengawas..sume ade jwtn tertggi gk..
so..nk wat jht pon..saling cover masing2 ar kn..hehe
haa..oleh kerana kteorg nie sume pengawas n juge pengganas..
so dulu slalu ckp kt pak guard kunun nk g tngkp bdk2 nakal  yg ponteng skola g lepak kt gerai dpn skola..
tp atlast..kteorg yg lepak jap kt gerai tue..hahaha
byk..byk sgt mnde yg kteorg lakukn bersame..
n yg pasti sume tue dh jd kenangn terindh skang..
masing2 sume dh bwk haluan sendiri..
even kteorg nie mke kne blacklist ngn cikgu mse skola dulu..
tp skang sume bleh dikatekn berjaya jgk dlm bidang msing2..
alhamdulillah..sume kami dpt msuk U..
n adepon yg dh nk abeh degree dh thun dpn..
cpt je mse berlalu...
tp..even kteorg dh xdpt slalu bersame..
tp once sume blik ble cuti U..msti gather rmai2..
then ape ag..msti hiruk pikuk ar tmpt 2..
ngn gelak tawa kteorg..gossip2 org ag..hehe
n smpi skang msih rpt cm dulu..
hopefully..dis relationship eternal forever..
sayang gler kt korg..!!!
n..skang rse windu glerr kt korg..
klu aku blik umah skang nie..kte sume msti dh g tgk narnia en..
huhuhu...
xpela..aku sndiri yg plih nk dtg cni kot..
papepon..
hope sgt..even jaoh mne pon kte..kte still keep in touch..
n take cre each other smpi ble2..
AMBT 4EVA!!!!!~~^-^V

pisang tue mcm xperlu disitu..hehe

muke nerd je sume mse nie..

latest gathering..

raye 2010

jalan2~~..

@sunway lagoon..

neorago....

EUPA..

hope...............................

u r doing fine up there....................

..bogoshipda..

chinca bogoshipda....

miannae..

na dashi tae eonandaedo ajik neoppunirago..

otokajo eupa??

otokajo??

tell me...otuke..

miannae..

saranghaeyeo....

saranghae eupa..

chinca saranghae..

nan keunyang neorago...T__T..
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if only u r here..
things wont be difficult like dis...
i wont hurt like dis..
can i be hepy like i used to b wif u????

tersenyum..^-^

new posting~~..

make me always smile..

y???

when i saw u,hear u n touch u..

ur..eyes..

ur nose.. 

ur cheek..

ur lips..

n all urs really make me feel awesome..

satu perasaan yg xtergmbr oleh perasaan ble..

dpt mencium baby bru lahir..

n dpt tgk mcm mane mereka dilahirkan

omooo~...

cry baby cry...

cumeynyeww..baby2 nie..

nangeh xhenti..smpi merah2 muke..alololo~

tp..

sakitnyew mama dieeee..

sakit yg tuhan saje yg taw kott...

sakit+penat teramat sgttttttttttttt!!!!!!

tp berbaloinyeww..dpt melihat ank yg dikandung 9bulan kemana saje tue..

dpt lahir dengan selamtnyew..

congrates 2 all mother in dis world..

u all had went thru the most painful pain in dis world..

thumbs up to all mama!!!hehe

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today dpt tgk 3labour..

mak aiii..sume mama2 yg mude usianyew dari aku..

jeles lakks..hehehe..

tp..ble tgk betape sshnyeww nk lahirkn ank pertama..

rse tkot lak..

huhuhuhu..

tp best peww dpt baby cumey..hehe..^-^

2boys 1 girls..arini mereka mnjadi kwn..hehe

nseb xamek bwk blik..hehe

sick again....

dun be sick again adila...
back then..u used to say dat to me..
but..how cn i help myself..
i keep on fallin sick..
without realizing dat..
i become sick for more..more..n more often..when u r not around
n without realizing dat..
i will searching for u..
here..there..everywhere..but u r nowhere..
u cannot be here..
to comfy me..
y i keep looking for u..
maybe bcoz..im getting used of it..
whenever im getting sick..u will be here..n make me feel better..
but now..who cn i rely on..
pity me..
i so pity to myself..
how cn i tell to myself to stop for searching u..
yeah..michyeoso adila..
chinca michyeoso..

end story of little surgeon~..

hehehe..

little surgeon keww?

mm..i never thought to be a surgeon sumday..

maybe bcoz i not really put myheart towards this field..

or maybe myhands not destiny to become a surgeon..

yela..nk pegang gunting pon xreti..hahaaha

tp..sape taw kn..ALLAH yg menentukan..

papepon..

best tp stress~..

best words to describe myjourney thru dis posting..huhu

best..

best ble msuk ward surgical yg besar n lapang gler 2..

compared to medical ward..surgical ward was much2 more better 4 patient..

more space,more comfy n more coordinate la..

n all the doctors also very3 sporting n gegile..

they really2 give their hands to help us..

especially lend us thier cop..hahaha..

so gne la sesuka ati cop log book..hehe

best jgk when get chances to enter the operation theater..

mse 1st tyme tue nervous gk..

xpnh2 msuk OT n tgk mcmne org kne operate..tkot gk klu nk tgk drh byk2 nie..

tp xdela seram seperti dlm yg dijangka kn..

1st tyme msuk OT dh dpt peluang assist doctor buat operation..

at dat tyme i assist doctor jeremiah to do operation for the hernia repair..

best gler ble dpt pkai OT gaun n able to learn how to srub..

rse cm surgeon jap..hehe

even xde la tolong ape sgt tp experience scrub together wif doctor jeremiah xkn dilupakn..<cewaahh>..

stresss!!!

stress sgt2 ble begin our journey in surgical posting dgn kene marah..

emm..maybe our fault..yes i do agree dats our fault..

but sumtimes..there is a proper way to express the anger

kami nie bdk bru blaja..klu salah tlg la tgur ye..tp tgur la dgn berhemah..hmm..

stress sesgt lg ble kne anta 70 short case n 35long case..

what???????????

bpk argghh byk..pnt tgn nk kne tulih..

dh ar kne anta every week 10short case n 5 long case..

ye..tgn nie dh mcm mesin..keje menulis report je..

pastu study nye jarang2..huhu..

ble bst blurr2..hmm..stresssssssss...

stress lg ble xtaw ape yg aku dh blaja..

emm..blurr all the tyme..

emm..mule2 tue rse cm nk nangeh je..

try..try to make me fallin wif surgical field nie..tp ssh btol otak n hati nie nk trima..

tp lme2 ok sudah bah..

org kate..xknl maka xcinta..cewwahhh..haha

papepon...

skang jd sedih plak nk tgglkn surgical ward tue..

but..im really looking forward for next posting..

obstetrics n gynaecology!!!

here i come big mama..

xsabar nk jerit "ajan mama...!!!"..hehehe

pastu nk tgk baby yg cumel2..alololo..

wif mygroup member..we LOVE bst!!!..hehe

dak2 surgery yg gile sakai..haha

raYAku diPEranTaUan

duhai bonda..duhai ayahanda..

dengarla rayuan anakanda..

huuuuu..sedey la lagu nie..

mo nangeh dgr..

sayu je....

for the 1st tyme..

beraya jaoh dr ibu..ayh..n sume2..

bergenang gk air mate bile tkbir rmai2 pg rye td..

papepon..emm..ble dh ade 1st..

mungkin akn ade 2nd n 3rd nnt..

adoiii..tlg la..mau cuti la ble rye nie..

msti umah sunyi klu xde aku..hehehe

tp...

pengalaman beraye kt cni pon best gk..

ngn kwn2 sume..

msk2 rmai...

haa..utk rye kali nie chef kami rosnani telah decide utk membuat lontong..

so dgn berkat kerjasama sume rakan2..

maka jadila..

kuah lodeh,nasi impit n sambal tumis ikan blis sebagai juadah kami dipagi rye..

perghh..mmg menantu pilihan mak btol..

thumbs up for nani!!!

nani anda leh kawen dh ye..sy setuju sgt la weiiii~..hehehe

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cte klaka dipg rye..

mlm b4 rye..mcm iye2 ckp sume nk g smayang rye..

nk g kunun kul 7pg

tibe2 smpi sok pg bgun lewat la sume2..

klam kabut la siap2..

then grk la g msjid dlm kul 7.30..

tibe2 on the way 2..dh nmpk org pkai bju melayu mcm blik sudah..

balik sudah??abis sudah ke???

aku pon ape ag speed ag la bwk kete 2..

smpi dpn msjid..dgr org dh bce doa..

hahahahahahaahhahaahahahaha..

dh abeh smayang dh..

nk msuk msjid malu..so kteorg pon amin doa dlm kete je..

pastu cpt2 cabut blik..malu org tgk nnt..hehehe

xpelah..jemaah jelah ngn housemate sume kt umah..

ok jgk pe..

heheheehehe

after solat rye..

mkn n pic tyme!!!

posing beriye2 masing2..

padahal org tggu kteorg kt kg gum2..hehe

haa..rye pada arini kami tleah mendpt jemputn khas dr k.ina utk rye kt umah die..

umah die kt kg gum-gum..

besh gler dpt kumpul rmai2 ngn kwn2 sume..

dh la mknan byk xhengat!!

ade coto makasar..ade burasak..

ade 4 jenis lauk aym..aym msk merah,aym msk lengkuas,aym msk kari n aym goreng..

mak aiii..mmg tersandaq ar msing2 mkn kn..

thanx a lot kt family k.ina..

even masing2 family jaoh..tp terubt rindu tgk family k.ina..

then..acara mkn smbung lg ye..

petang g lak beraye umah kak ila n the geng..

haa..diorg nie lak msk soto,spagetti n bergedil..

pergghhh..mkn ag..

mkn..

mkn..

mkn..

dan mkn je kje nye..

ble nk diet?????????

hahaahaha..

papepon..sakan la raye di sandakan nie..^-^

ye SAYA STRESS!!

aahhh..STRESSSSSS!!!
haa..klu la diberi peluang..nk je gi kt balkoni umah nie..
jrit kuat2..stress la..!!!!!
blajar..blaja..n blaja..
pastu tdo..bgn je lupe dh ape aku blaja td..
hahaha..
mcm ade fistula je kt kepala nie..
masuk2..then kuar blik..
emm..nk cpt2 abeh exam nie..
nk rlax pale otak..nk blik kk..
nk njoy2..nk g jln..nk g shopping..
nie skang dok je terperuk dlm umah..
kuar je ble mkn..
pastu dok blik kt meja study..
huuu..stress btol klu ari2 idup cmnie..
ag stress ble dgr alang dh abeh master!!!
aa..stress glerr..aku nie xabeh2 blaja ag..
angah pon sdap2 show off ckp die cuti ckit nye lme dh smpi thun dpn.
tup2 dpt master je die thun dpn..
bpk arghh..sume org dh dpt master..!
aku nie..merangkak2 ag nk dpt degree..
bah..stress2!!
pape pon..
hepy rse ble dgr suara ibu...
yg sentiase bg semangat..
"adik..blaja rajin2,chaiyok2!!!"..
hahaha..klakar dgr ibu ckp cm2..
ntah blaja dr spe ntah ckp chaiyok 2..
sempoi la ibu..~~..hehehe
nway..xkesah la..
stress pon..stress la..
kene la redah gak en..
xkn nk lari jaoh2 kot..
tp adila xleh slalu stress..
nnt dpt stress ulcer bru taw..
utk kurang kn stress..
mari ketawa..
hahahaahahahahahahaahahahahahaha..
hahahaahahahahaahahahahahahahaah..
hahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahaha..
hahahaahhhhhahahaahahahahahahaha..
ok dh pnt...!!hehe

mynew love one..

finally..i found u..

my new love one..

hope..u will last longer a bit then mypast one

for mypast..

i have to say sorry..

i doesnt mean want to betray u..

but..myheart was really2 fragile..

i really..really cnnot stop myself..

to fallin in love wif them..

because..

they are really9999..

HANDSOME!!!...aaahh..otukee~..

omoo..miaannae..

miannae..dbsk oppa..

miannae super junior oppa..

i do love u all like michyeoso..

but..suddenly..i found them..hehe

but oppa sume

kopchong ma..

..mylove for all of u..

will never eradicate from myheart..

yupe..u all will remain in myheart..

i will still be ur

kipas susah mati<die hard fan>..hehe

my new love one..

SS501!!!saranghaeee~~..

chakamanyeo..!!

but my love for choi siwon still unggul ye..

xprnh ade gantinyew..hehe

myone n only..choi siwon~~

p/s:xphm gk npe tulih psl diorg..hehe

njoy dgr lgu2 diorg musim2 stdy week nie..

nway..gd luck to all myfren in ur end posting exam..

aja2 hwaiting!!pogihajima~~..

choc cake n bufday nani..

tibe2..
terigt choc cake made during secondary school dgn geng2 AMBT..
so..dengn rse xsbar..
aku pon mengajak housemate2 ku pergi ke giant membeli brg2 keperluan..
as usual..klu xtpon ibu tnye xsah...
berkali2 tpn ibu nk cnfirm kn brg..
yela..brg2 kt semenanjung xdpt kt sni..so msti la doubt ckit nk cr brg2 gntian..
then..pulang ke rumah..
mula la operasi kami membuat kek..
ngah buat2..tibe2 teringt..
bufday nani is just around the corner..
bah..ape lagi..plan wat utk bufday die skali la..
then..mula2 nk wat muffin jew..
dh ciap letak acuan choc dlm cup cake..
then tibe2 bekas nk bake 2 cair..
amoo..aigoo2..cmne nie..
then..ngan mke xmalu nye..
g la minx pinjam makcik jiran sebelah rumah..
loyang nk bake cake..
haa..amek ko..
skali makcik bg loyang bentuk love u~..
tima kasih makcik..ats sumbangn anda..hehe
then..setelah bertungkus lumus..
ngan bantuan ema n rose..
jadila choc cake hearty shape..

sweet~..rse die pon sweet..hehe
acuan dlm cup cake tue pon masih dibakar gk..
lg cntik rupe die..

then..bile ptg ckit..
mule la plan utk bufday nani..
nani nie pengemar kfc..
tiap2 mggu msti nk mkn kfc..
so untuk tidak menghampakn rumate ku ini..
so ema n rose pon pegi la senyap2 bli..

then..norm ditugaskn utk melayan nani dlm blik jgn bg die kluar blik..
kteorg yg laen kt dlm umah nie..
klam kabut nk prepare..
ciap pasang projector..kunun2 nk pasang video utk nani la..
ngah prepare nie..tibe2 nani kuar blik..
dh la mse tue xsiap ag preparation..
hahaha..kantoi!!!
sume slh norm..hahaha
ape ag halau nani masuk blik balik..
n suh die wat2 xnmpk la kteorg ngah watpe..hahaha
cm klaka jew..
nway..best sgt..
dpt kumpul sume housemate..celebrate bufday nani..
yela..menjelang nk exam nie..
sume org busy ngn life msing2..
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to nani..

hepy bufday mydear..

3tahun idup bersama..

n hope dpt la still bersama smpi kte year 5..

maybe..aku ade wat slh kt ko..tnpe aku sdar..

n ko pon xpnh nk ckp..yg ko mrh kt aku..

ko nie pndm je dlm ati kn..

ur spirit to study..always inspire me..

maybe i never say this to u..

tp...ble tgk ko stdy..aku pon nk study gk..hehe

thanx menjadikn aku serajin ko..hahaha

nway..may ur dream come true..

jdila doctor yg baik..n cemerlang,gemilang n terbilang..<hehe>

jdila ank yg baek n patuh ngn kate2 n amant cik sabdin tue..

n pling pnting..be urself..let world know..who u r..

jgn nk wat drama eh..hahaha

n i wish..ALLAH oways bless u mydear

hepy bufday rosnani zakiah sabdin~..

      

SHE is mylife

You taught me everything

Everything you've given me

I'll always keep it inside

You're the driving force in my life

There isn't anything

Or anyone that I could be

And it just wouldn't feel right

If I didn't have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me

When skies were grey

Whenever I was down

You were always there to comfort me

And no one else can be

What you have been to me you will always be

You will always be the girl

In my life for all times

ibu 

you know I love you

ibu 

you're the queen of my heart

Your love is like tears from the stars

ibu 

I just want you to know lovin' you is like food to my soul

Yes it is..

You're always there for me

Have always been around for me even when I was bad

You showed me right from my wrong

Yes you did

And you took up for me

When everyone was downin' me

You always did understand

You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times

Looking back when I was so afraid

And then you come to me and say to me

I can face anything

And no one else can do

What you have done for me

You'll always be, you will always be

The girl in my life..

Never gonna go a day without you

Fills me up just thinkin' about you

I'll never go a day

Without my ibu

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i wish..

i can make her happy..

n never regret to have me in her life..

i wish..

my ibu will smile..

n say..dat girl is mydaughter..

n i proud with her..

i wish..

my ibu..can be the happiest women in this world..

n no more sadness in her life..

ommaa..saranghae much3 more^-^

the answer for mysadness...

aku slalu bertanya...n al-quran sudah menjawabnya

kenapa aku diuji?

apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mrk dibiarkan sahaja mengatakan "kami telah beriman,sedangkan mrk tidak diuji?dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji org2 sebelum mrk, maka sesungguhnya ALLAH mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya DIA mengetahui org2 yg berdusta.

<surah al-ankabut ayt 2-3>

kenapa ujian seberat ini?

ALLAH tidak membebani seseorg itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya....

<surah al-baqarah ayt 286>

kenapa aku tak dapat apa aku idamkn?

boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bersamamu dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bgmu. ALLAH mengetahiu,sedangkn kamu tidak mengetahui.

<surah al-baqarah ayt 216>

kenapa aku rase kecewa?

janganlah kamu bersikap lemah dan janganlah kamu bersedih hati,padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu org2 yg beriman.

<surah ali imran ayt 139>

bagaimana harus aku menghadapinya?

dan minta la pertolongan (kpd ALLAH) dgn jalan yg sabardan mengerjakan sembahyang dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amat berat kecuali bg org2 yg khusyuk.

<surah al-baqarah ayt45>

kepada siapa aku berharap?

cukuplah ALLAH bagiku,tiada tuhan selain dari-NYA aku bertawakal

<surah at-taubah ayt 129>

apakah aku akn dpt dr semua ujian ini?

sesungguhnya ALLAH telah membeli drpd org2 mukmin,diri dan harta mrk dgn memberikan syurga untk mrk

<surah at-taubah ayt 111>

aku tidak tahan!!

dan janganlah kamu berputus asa drpd rahmat ALLAH, sesungguhnya tidak ada putus asa drpd rahmat ALLAH melainkan kamu yg kafir

<surah yusuf ayt 17>

sampai bila aku akn merana begini?

kerana sesungguhnya selepas kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. sesungguhnya selepas kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.

<surah al-insyirah ayt 5-6

warisan wanita terakhir

Bila kita dalam salam perpisahan
Namun aku tetap bersamama
Ku rasa bagai satu sentuhan

Dalam mimpi ku terbayang wajahmu

Dalam dirimu penuh kelembutan

Semakin hari namun semakin rindu

Tapak tanganmu akan ku genggam

Akan ku sentuh ketika sayu

Untukmu akan ku semaikan

Cinta yang sejati tiada bandingan

Dalam kerinduan ku sendiri

Dalam kesyahduan kita hadapi

Warisan wanita terakhir

Jiwa raga ku serah

Kau ingin milik segalanya

Di mana kasihmu tiada kau memberi

Apa yang ku perlu hanya kau dapat memberi

Hanya satu yang ku pinta kasih

Kau warisan wanita yang terakhir

Hati sucimu ingin ku miliki

Hanya satu yang ku pinta... Kasih...

Kau warisan wanita yang terakhir

Kau warisan wanita... Yang terakhir...

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like dis song..nani as well..

slalu nyanyi same2 kt dlm blik..hehe

sweet sgt lgu nie..

ehmmm~..

want to be warisan wanita melayu terakhir..

hehehe..

to my mr.right outhere..

whoever r u..

n wherever r u..

i would like to hear u sing dis song to me k..

hahaha

p/s:rindu nk g karok..huhu..

mke2 juara af10..hihi