saeng il chu ka ADILA~~

hepy bufday to me~~..

hepy bufday to me~~.

hepy bufday to meee~~~~~

hehehehe

hmmm..xtaw nk rse cmne..

apart of myself..

rse syukur alhamdulillah..

masih diberi ruang utk bernafas..

dibumi ALLAH yg luas nie..dan menikmati segala..

rezeki yg diberikan selama 21thun nie..

rse bertuah jgk..dilahirkan oleh..

insan yg hebat seperti SITI AMIAH BT ABDUL MAJID..

pada hari ini..pada tika dan saat ini..

rse gembira jgk..

sbb..rakan2 sume..sudi ingat..

n celebrate mybufday..

tp..

rse sedeh jgk..

thun kedua sambut bufday tnpe dirinya..

biasenye..he will sing bufday song for me..

but now..dgr dr org laen jew..hmmm..T_T

emm..

harapan..

hehe..rahsia!!..

hope..adila..akan terus tabah..n sabar dlm menghadapi mse akan datang..

n menjadi lebih matang..

n menjadi hamba ALLAH yg diredhai sentiase..

n menjadi ank ibu ayh yg sentiase membnggekn mereka..

n menjadi insan yg berakhlak mulia..

p/s:21years old??wut a odd number..hehe..sy dh dpt kunci kebebasan..yeahhhh!!!

kek secret recipe kesukaan saye!!~~..omoo

i loikeee~~

card bufday yg sgt lucu n penuh bermkne..

given by myhousemate..

minnasan..saranghae~

penat tp best!!..

arini..25hb dec 2010..
busy gler!!!
busy berjalan here n there..
seawal pkul 8.30 pg dh kuar..
arini g jln2 bersame2 rkn2 pergi jelajah sandakan..
1st destination was rainforest discovery centre..

best!!!
sbb dpt jungle trekking..tgk pokok plik2 nie..
then canopy walk..naek suspension bridge..

then..dh pnt jln2 kt c2..
g lak 2nd destination..
mule2 pkir nk g sepilok..
tp org kate sepilok xbest sgt..
so decide la nk g tgk probiscus monkey kt labuk bay..
omoo..comey je monkey nie..
idung die mncung ke dpn..hehe
unik la monkey nie..
mkn pancake ngn timun jeww..
gler sng nk jge..rse nk amek 1 je bwk blik..hehe

then..3rd destination..
pegi tmn rekreasi jalil alip..
bah..best tmpt nie..
dpt maen boat..
cm biase ar klu dh rmai2 kt ats tasik 2..
wat huru hara la en..
maen lumba2 la..then langgar2 la..
best sgt..

then kayuh perahu lak..
mak aiii..pnt bleh x kayuh perahu..
cmne la nelayn dulu2 kayuh perahu ek..
pnt kot..
n..paling rse klakar..
dulu org slalu kunun2 dating kayuh perahu en..
bajet romantik ar ..
pnt kot dok kayuh perahu..
moralnyew..xyah la nk dating ats perahu ek..hahaha
then..ade yg naek kayak lak..
haa..pas sakit tgn..sakit kaki lak yew..
actually nk g ke destination ke4 ..crocodile farm..
tp sbb dh ptg n pnt..so laen kali jela yek..
then..mlm..g xmas party kt umah doctor plak..
very nice..doc cook mskn myanmar 4 us..
xtaw la ape nme die..nmpk cm bihun sup je..
hhmmmm~..mlm masih mude ye..hehehe
then..g lepak kt kdai bakso lak..
mkn lg..asyik mkn je..mmg patut la berat naek..hahaha..
skang..i feel very tired..n so lazy to stdy now..huhu

sedih+gembira..

emm..

hari nie mcm2 prasaan ade..

mule2 rse sedih..

sedih sbb..akhirnya..

result end posting surgery yg ditunggu2 2..

akhirnya kuar jgk..

as wut i expected..

result mmg la menurun..

sedih..sedih ngn diri sndiri..

terlalu merase kn cinta utk surgery 2 xde..

then..underestimate mnde nie..

n..wat mcm xsungguh2..

slalu ckp..i'm not meant to be a surgeon

smpi ble la nk cmnie..

ske atau x..adila kne wat jgk!!!

in future..msti slalu sygkn gunting2 2..

msti slalu pgng jarum n benang..practice wat suture..

hehehe..

msti slalu ckp..

even i dun want to be a surgeon..but i LOVE surgical!!!

then..mood slowly change to be better..

arini..wif all housemate..

dh wat knduri seafood kt umah..

msk mcm2 jenis mskn dgn udang n sotong..

masak sotong n udang tempura..

sotong msk kunyit..

udang masak cili padi..

sayur cmpur jawa..

n sambal tempe..

pergghh..makan mmg xhengat dunia..

abeh program diet..hahaha

then..ble mlm gi oncll..

alhamdulillah..akhirnya dapat jugak..

conduct 1 delivery..

i got 1 baby boy..

wif birth weight 3.3kg..

nervous sebenrnyew mse nk conduct 2..

tkot la..baby 2 ade pape ke kn..

alhamdulillah..baby slamat n mama pon slamat..

fuhhh..lega ble dgr baby kt tgn nie menangis sebaek sje melihat dunia..

thanx to staff nurse yg bg tunjuk ajar..^_^

in the nutshell..

syukur alhamdulillah kepada ALLAH swt..

ats segala nikmat yg diberikan harinie..

n sentiase mengharapkn kasih n belas ALLAH swt dimase hadapan..

insyaALLAH..^_^

how can i tell u..

hmmm..
runsing ble dgr...
"nie bukan tugas daus utk handle mnde nie..nie tugas abg!!.."
abg??
mcmne harus aku terangkn lg..
n aku taw..
die dh cukup bsr utk phm..
n seharusnye paling paham..
yg abg dh xde dh!!
mcmne??
mcmne aku nk ckp..
n terangkn..tanggungjwb itu harusla pada die kini..
aku?
aku yg die pggl akak@kak ngah..
ape peranan aku??
aku xtaw..
aku xpnh mnjd kakak..
n xpnh punye adik..
ape harus aku buat..
sedih..sedih ble melihat seorg adik...
yg sentiase mengharapkn ade pimpinan dr seorg abg atau kakak..
tibe2 rse diri nie xberdaya..
nk pikul tggungjwb arwah dulu..
die xpernah berkate jge keluarga die..
tp..aku merasa kn tggungjwb nie dh diletak dibahu ku..
sejak die menghembuskn nafas terakhir..
rse terbeban??
msti la tidak..
tapi aku takot..
xtaw nk buat ape..
mcm2 berlaku sekarang..
n aku yg hnye ade kudrat yg xseberapa nie..
xmmpu nk wat ape..
aku hanye mampu menangis..memikirkan dirimu yg dh lme tiada..
aku nk tolong..tp xmmpu..
adik2 sedih..
dtg mengadu..
ape harus aku buat???
daus slalu ckp.."kan bgus klu abg ade..msti xkn jd mcmnie..."
ya ALLAH...ape harus aku lakukan..??ape harus aku katekn lg.....
bg la aku kekuatan..
utk trus menjaga family nie ya ALLAH..
sesungguhnya..aku sygkan family nie..
seperti  family ku sendiri..

"dun drive too fast..."

kisah bermula bila..

papa celana kami dr tin kyaing msuk wad..

due to extra systole..

so kami..me,ema n norm..

g la melawat die..

siap bwk muffin yg buat smlm..

smpi kt ward dpt taw wallet doc ilang..

doc ckp die letak wallet 2 dlm sarung bntl..then dis mornig cleaner tukar bedsheet maybe teramek skali..

then..tgk la nurse tlg crkn kt gumpalan2 bed2 sheet yg ade..

tp..geram gk la tgk nurse tue..

mcm xikhlas je nk crkn..

kcian doc..

dh la ade byk kredt card,driving license ag,card golf n ID card n aso many2 money kt dlm 2..

then we all offer la doc nk g bank n wat report polis..

kne la blok cpt2 akaun wet die yg berlmbak tue..

so..me as his driver today..

mule2 heading to bank..

bwk laju die xkesah pon en..

ye ar..die pon msti la nk cpt2 block akaun 2..

pastu dh pas block..bwk doc blik amek pasport lak..

doc nie dan2 la..dh pas block akaun tue trus ckp..

"dun..dun drive too fast..be slow..no need to rush.."

hahahaahhahaha..!!

klaka je dgr doc ckp cm2..

tkot kot die tgk aku bwk kete cm ape..

pastu die dok crite byk kes xcident die kne hndle..

siap ckp ag..

"i afraid of small car..."

ahahaahha..

yela..nnt aku bwk lori eh..hehehe

comey ar dr tin kyaing nie..

msti die nie bwk sgt berhemah en..slow je..hehehe

sepetang bersama cadbury..

pnt2 angkat brg blik dr kk..
then..layan cadbury ptg2 nie mmg masyuk..hehe
thanx to mida yg memberikn cadbury nie..
xprasan lak ade notes gk kt c2..
nway..mmg no hurt feeling pon..
just im a lil bit upset sbb i kn xleh kne ujan..
mmg sng dmam klu kne ujan nie..
basah lenjun gler smlm..hehe
nway..thanx ya..~~..
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penat gler leh x..
dok dlm bas smpi more than 7hours..
dh la abg tue bwk bas mcm lanun..
gler laju..naseb la slamat smpi..
nway..terkilan jgk..
dis tyme blik kk xdpt tgk narnia 3D..
dgr org ckp best..
huhu..sedeh..
xpela..nxt tyme ye adila..^-^

1st bufday gift~~

ahaaa..
hepy glerrr arini..
dpt 1st bufday gift..<lmbt ag pon bufday nyeww..hehe>
dr rumateku tercyg..ROSNANI ZAKIAH...
mmg dh lme nk cr earphone bru..yg bunyi die ade bass nyeww..
skali td nani blikan..
mmg tersenyum smpi telinge ar en..
dh la warne merah putih..
smart glerrr ar..
mmg ske sgt2..
dgr lgu pon berdentum2 cm ape..xingt dunia dh..
hehehe
chukayae~~~!!!!!

A.M.B.T

ambt??
org slalu tnye..ape mksd ambt 2?
ahaa..
biar la hnye kami bersebelas yg taw ape mknyew ambt 2..hehe
yg pasti..
ambt rocks da world..!!hahaha..
ambt was consist of 6boys n 5girls..
faq,afiq,apis,aswad,amjad,zakwan n afiq..

me,zana,pka,eca n mia..

kteorg start get to know each other dgn rpatnye mse form 4..
mse tue 1kelas..n xsngka sume 1 kepala..
nk kate kteorg nie bdk jht..
xdela jht sgt..
paling jht kteorg wat pon ponteng klas fizik n addmath je..
busan kot..dh la xphm pape pon subject tue..
haa..ponteng klas pon bkn g ne pon..
g lepak kt bilik spbt..tdo ke..maen tenet ke..
xpon g klas kosong kteorg maen bola kertas..hehe..
emm..kteorg slalu g mne2 same2..
g skool sme2..
g tuition sme2..
even g toilet pon..
laki msuk toilet laki ar kn..xkn follow gurls lak..
pastu klu msuk persatuan pape kt skola 2 msti muke2 kteorg gk yg conquer jwtn tertggi..
<gle jwtn btol..hehe..>
n almost all of us pengawas..sume ade jwtn tertggi gk..
so..nk wat jht pon..saling cover masing2 ar kn..hehe
haa..oleh kerana kteorg nie sume pengawas n juge pengganas..
so dulu slalu ckp kt pak guard kunun nk g tngkp bdk2 nakal  yg ponteng skola g lepak kt gerai dpn skola..
tp atlast..kteorg yg lepak jap kt gerai tue..hahaha
byk..byk sgt mnde yg kteorg lakukn bersame..
n yg pasti sume tue dh jd kenangn terindh skang..
masing2 sume dh bwk haluan sendiri..
even kteorg nie mke kne blacklist ngn cikgu mse skola dulu..
tp skang sume bleh dikatekn berjaya jgk dlm bidang msing2..
alhamdulillah..sume kami dpt msuk U..
n adepon yg dh nk abeh degree dh thun dpn..
cpt je mse berlalu...
tp..even kteorg dh xdpt slalu bersame..
tp once sume blik ble cuti U..msti gather rmai2..
then ape ag..msti hiruk pikuk ar tmpt 2..
ngn gelak tawa kteorg..gossip2 org ag..hehe
n smpi skang msih rpt cm dulu..
hopefully..dis relationship eternal forever..
sayang gler kt korg..!!!
n..skang rse windu glerr kt korg..
klu aku blik umah skang nie..kte sume msti dh g tgk narnia en..
huhuhu...
xpela..aku sndiri yg plih nk dtg cni kot..
papepon..
hope sgt..even jaoh mne pon kte..kte still keep in touch..
n take cre each other smpi ble2..
AMBT 4EVA!!!!!~~^-^V

pisang tue mcm xperlu disitu..hehe

muke nerd je sume mse nie..

latest gathering..

raye 2010

jalan2~~..

@sunway lagoon..

neorago....

EUPA..

hope...............................

u r doing fine up there....................

..bogoshipda..

chinca bogoshipda....

miannae..

na dashi tae eonandaedo ajik neoppunirago..

otokajo eupa??

otokajo??

tell me...otuke..

miannae..

saranghaeyeo....

saranghae eupa..

chinca saranghae..

nan keunyang neorago...T__T..
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if only u r here..
things wont be difficult like dis...
i wont hurt like dis..
can i be hepy like i used to b wif u????

tersenyum..^-^

new posting~~..

make me always smile..

y???

when i saw u,hear u n touch u..

ur..eyes..

ur nose.. 

ur cheek..

ur lips..

n all urs really make me feel awesome..

satu perasaan yg xtergmbr oleh perasaan ble..

dpt mencium baby bru lahir..

n dpt tgk mcm mane mereka dilahirkan

omooo~...

cry baby cry...

cumeynyeww..baby2 nie..

nangeh xhenti..smpi merah2 muke..alololo~

tp..

sakitnyew mama dieeee..

sakit yg tuhan saje yg taw kott...

sakit+penat teramat sgttttttttttttt!!!!!!

tp berbaloinyeww..dpt melihat ank yg dikandung 9bulan kemana saje tue..

dpt lahir dengan selamtnyew..

congrates 2 all mother in dis world..

u all had went thru the most painful pain in dis world..

thumbs up to all mama!!!hehe

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today dpt tgk 3labour..

mak aiii..sume mama2 yg mude usianyew dari aku..

jeles lakks..hehehe..

tp..ble tgk betape sshnyeww nk lahirkn ank pertama..

rse tkot lak..

huhuhuhu..

tp best peww dpt baby cumey..hehe..^-^

2boys 1 girls..arini mereka mnjadi kwn..hehe

nseb xamek bwk blik..hehe