hari ketiga pro exam 1

arini..exam OSCE..kt hospital queen elizabeth..
hmm.. pg2 lg dh kne mrh...
doctor dok mrh kt bdk2 yg dtg lmbt ..
mrh lak tue bkn biase2 nye mrh..
jerit2 teriak2..cm xperlu je plak..
nk melatih doctor je kot..bkn nye askar..
perlu ke jerit2 smpi ank tekak nk terkeluar..cm xperlu je kn...huhu
hmmm..exam arini...
o.k but k.o...
ok sbb..alhamdullilah dpt jwb..ade yg blurr2 gak tp insyaALLAH la sume tue..
tp terkilan sgt2..kt 1perkara...
adila sedih..
bkn aku nk mempertikaikn penyakit yg ALLAH dh bg kt aku nie...
malah aku redha..dlm byk2 org..aku org yg terpilih dpt penyakit nie..
<rsenye rmai jgk org ade penyakit nie..>
iaitu palmar hyperhidrosis..
it is a excessive sweating of palm of hands..
n will be exaggerated by environment n emotional..
adila nervous..so msti la xleh nk control emotion..
so..myhand is severely sweating..
then..smpi kt station untuk buat demonstration of pap smear...
kne la pkai glove dulu b4 perform that procedure...
hmmm..unfortunately..keadaan xmenyebelahi aku..
disebabkn tapak tgn yg sweating nie..i had difficulty nk pkai glove..
cubaan pertama utk tgn kanan ok..tp nk pkai untk tgn kiri xlepas lak..
punye la cube..ngn mengigil nervous ag..
dh la mse tue ade external examiner ngh tengok cmne aku buat..
msti dlm ati die pkir aku nie xreti pkai glove ke..??????
i really took a long time nk pkai glove tue..
smpi examiner ckp.."nevermind..u waste ur time like that......."
hmmmmm....adila bkn xreti pkai glove!!!!adila reti!!!
tp sbb i had palmar hyperhidrosis...
wahai external examiner..awk taw x..???sy ade sakit tue..sy bkn xreti.....................
adakah kamu nk kurangkn markah sy sebab sy xdpt pkai glove tue????????
ya ALLAH...tolong la hamba mu nie ya ALLAH..
lembutkan la hati examiner itu..smoga die phm masalah aku nie ...
sesungguhnya...ALLAH la pemegang hati2 manusia..

hari kedua pro exam 1..

venipuncture ke acupunture!!!!

nie la kesilapan terbesar aku buat mse jwab OSPE td..

cmne la adila bleh buat clinical importance for cubital fossa is site for acupunture..

hmmm...soalan yg direct cm2 pon adila bleh careless...

x termsuk soalan2 yg laen ag tue..

hmmm...so unpredictable!!!

byk n terlalu byk soalan keluar dari topic2 1st year..

n yg pasti mmg xigt dh sume tue...n xsangka pulak akn keluar..

hmmmmm.....

dh la sgt unlucky ble start je exam dpt station soalan pharmacology..

pergghh..mne la expect kne kire dose regimen ubat tue..

mse tue..dh panic dh..nk kire cmne la kn..

then station ke2 dpt pharmaco lg..hmmm...senyum kelat je..

hmmmm..

smalam...arini......

buat kepale semakin down..down to the ground..

n xmampu nk dongak ke langit pon...

sedih ngn diri sendiri jgk....

tp..tetap kne teruskan....

adila kne jd doctor!!!doctor yg kuat...

bismillahi tawakkaltu 'alallah laa hawla wa laa quwwata illa billah....

hari pertama pro exam 1

9am-11am: paper 1 MCQ
dem..soklan 1st,2nd n ntah smpi bape dh starting dgn soaln biochemistry.
perggghhh..ternganga jap..
proceed lg..
pergghh..gler mengelirukn statement die..
jap2 soaln die phm..tp jwpan die lak xphm..huhuhu..
dh la bkn kne pilih 1 jawapan yg btol je..
kne jwb sume jwpn dr A smpi E 2 either true or false..
60 soalan..300 kne jwb..
yg pasti aku jwb brape je kot..
hmmm...hold..hold adila..
sabar...kte tgk paper 2 nnt...hmmmmm...

12pm-1.40pm;paper 2 MEQ
selak 1stpage..eh?hmmmm..
selak 2nd page lak.huh??????
nxt la...
nxt..nxt..nxt...n nxt...
nie soalan ape nie???????????????????
gler susah weiiii...................
nk hentam ape pon xtaw sgt nie..nie fact..fact mne leh ske2 nk goreng..
yaALLAH..mse tue rse cm nk nangeh dh..
ALLAH je taw ape dlm ati mse tue..
gler la..mmg PROFESSIONAL EXAM btol!!!!!
papepon..try jgk jwb..n try sedaya upaya xleave it blank...
hmmmmm...

2.30-4.00pm:paper 3 LEQ
Soalan 1st..DKA..
alhamdulillah..ade bce gler2 smalm..
tp ade gk yg xdpt jwb..ade plak tibe2 tnye structure insulin..xpnh lak aku tgk rupe mnde 2..
then soalan 2nd..angina pectoris..
hmm..ok..goreng skit2..
soalan 3rd..i choose cholera..
ok..naseb baek essay question nie soalan die mostly ade bce..
lega ckit hati..

4.00pm until now..
duduk kt meja study..dok terigt paper td..
hmm..otukeee..
hmm..i did mybest oredy...i guess la..
hope ALLAH swt melembut kn hati sume examiner yg tnda kertas aku nnt..
yakin!!!ALLAH itu pemegang hati2 manusia..
adila dh buat terbaik..skang mse utk berserah n tawakal je..
hope..esok dpt menjwb dgn tenang dan dipermudahkn segala nya..
AMIN!!~..