hari ini dlm sejarah

chukayae~~ (congratz!!)

to me n myself..^-^

for 2 reasons..

1st...

today..4hb january..

my eupa's bufday..

if he still alive..die msti dh berumur 23tahun..

hmmm..

i thought..i will crying so badly again today..

but..since last nite..until now..

not even 1 tear i had expelled from my lacriminal gland..

am i forgetting him already?of course not!!

maybe..i shud let it be..

past is past..yg dh pergi pasti xkn kmbali..

n i shud..i shud..i shud..holding back mytears..

smpi ble..aku nk ikut kn hati..

xmenangis xb'erti aku xigt die..aku xsyg die..aku xrindu die..

emm...biarla..

biarla..hanya aku n ALLAH sje yg taw..n maybe "die" pon taw

as wut people always said.."time will heal everything.."

hope...hopefully..

i will be very fine soon..no more tears..no more sadness..

insyaALLAH..^-^

2nd..

i can donate blood!!!

4 the 1st tyme in mylife..

i could donate 450 ml blood..hoho

b4 dis..nk g kt blood bank or g kt blood campaign pon tkot..

tp..xtaw la npe..hati nie..asyik nk je g donate blood nie..

1st tyme g..kne reject..sbb ats sbb tertentu..hehe

2nd tyme g..<on mybufday>

kne reject ag..low hemoglobin..

adehhh..hampa gler kot..

then..dis tyme g lg..

alhamdulillah..hb lepas..12.9..YES!!

tibe2..blood pressure lak tggi..

adehhh..nie sume sbb hobi bru skang pantang jmpe tgge..

dok naek tgga kehulu kehilir..

smpi darah pon naek..hahaha

then..try ar dok diam2..calm myself..

then..finally bru dpt..hehe

ngeri tgk jarum die bsr!!!pastu byk drh kuar!!!

huhuhu..

see..jarum tue bsr glerr!!naseb xskit sbb ade LA..hehe

darah shaye~~..T__T

but..

i wish..my 450ml blood..

could at least save 1 people's life..

insyaALLAH..

p/s:after 3 month i want to donate blood lg~~..^-^