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EXAM...

xabeh2 exam..

boleh x nk ckp busan btol ngn perkataan exam nie..haha

tp nk xnk kne gk la amek exam..

pas exam end posting nie..

ade exam yg lh besar menanti..

iaitu professional exam 1..

exam yg merangkupi sume yg dipelajari from 1st year smpi 3rd year

pergghhh..mane x hydrocephalus myhead..

nk kne revise blik ape yg blaja dr 1st year..

segala anatomy,biochem, pathophysio sume..

adooiiii...

KK...

pas abeh exam end posting nie..

all of us akn blik ke kk blik..

hmmm..sedih nye rse..

rse mcm xpuas ag dok kt sandakan nie.. 

best sgt kt cni..

rse mcm berade kt tmpt sndiri sbb org sini sume baek2..

mcm patient2 kt sepital 2..sgt la ramah n cooperative..

then..hospital die pon best..

all the doctors,nurses sume very helpful..

bleh ke dpt mcm nie gk kt kk nnt..

hmm...nk je request kt dean..

nk buat clinical year smpi 5 year kt cni..hehe

GUNUNG KINABALU..

ye..believe it or not..

im gonna hiking that mountain..

can i???

hehehe..rse cm klaka gk..bleh ke smpi punck??

tp xkire nk jgk..!!!haha

dpt or x..blakang cerita.yg penting adila akan berusaha smpi ke punck itu..

insyaALLAH..

1hb febuary 2011..sy akn melakar sejarah itu..hahaha

doakn sy dpt sampai ke puncak n dengan selamt nye!!!!~~~

mt. kinabalu..tggu sy akan tawan anda!!..haha^^

nothing impossible..

today..i had learned a lot....
really can see dat life as a doctor..
 will always deal with people's life..
mau atau x..takot atau x..semua tu kte kne hadapi.
cuak,cemas,blurr n sgt xtaw nk buat ape ble berhadapan dgn situasi yg memerlukan kte berusaha utk meyelamtkn 1 nyawa..
apatah lg nyawa seorg insan yg baru saje lahir ke dunia nie..
ye..kte bukan ALLAH..yg boleh menghidup dan mematikan org..
tp..kte wajib..WAJIB..!!!
berusaha sedaya upaya utk menyelamatkan nyawa tue..
berjaya atau x..belakang cerita.
yg penting kte dh berusaha...
...............................................................................................................
harinie pegi hospital mcm biase..<even on sunday ye>
after we had mock exam.
tibe2 rse nk masuk ke labour room..
msuk je tgk ade sorg mama yg dh nk deliver dh..
tibe2 staff nurse offer nk conduct delivery nie x..
then i ask..ank ke berapa punye..
then she answer it is primigavida<ank 1st>
hmm..takotnye nk conduct mama primi..
lgpon medical student mmg xdibenarkn conduct primi baby..
sbb takot nnt ade complication or mama's perinuem tear sgt truk..
tp klu xcube skang bile lg..
lgpon insyaALLAH klu buat berhati2..xde complication kot..
pastu trus kate nk kt stff nurse tue n trus pkai glove..
xsmpt pon nk pkai mask n apron..
naseb ade nani..die la yg tlong assist pkai kn..
mase tue pon mama tu dh nk beranak sgt dh..
then..nurse igtkn byk kali support btol2 mama punye perineum..nnt tear..
aku pn put effort gler2 la xnk kasi tear..
emm..benda yg paling menakotkn ble conduct delivery nie selain dr peniuem tear ialah
baby out not cying..sgt menakotkan weiii..
n it really happen to me!!...
my baby out without crying..n a bit bluish..
all my body shivering at dat tyme..muke cuak..blurr..
takot nye tuhan saje yg taw..
then nurse trus angkat baby tue n bwk pegi another room..
then me stay kt situ utk proceed 3rd stage of labour which is i need to pull out the placenta from mother's womb..
mse tue dlm hati doa byk2 hope baby tue xpape..
then nurse dtg...die kate baby tue xpape dh..
die dh nangis!!..n dh letak oxygen box kt die..
ya ALLAH...rse nk kneel down mse tue..syukur sgt baby tue xpape..
n nurse check mama's perinuem xde tear lnsg..
ya ALLAH..syukur lagi..mama xpape n baby pon ok..
thumbs up to adila..cewahhh..hehe..
lega sgt..then g la cuci instrument..
skali tibe2..baby yg nani conduct pon out without crying..
ok..another terrified thing happen..
but dis tym more worse..
not only 5 min,10 min or setengah jam or 1jam..
the baby really not crying..but she still alive..
her heart was beating but there is no breath from her nose..n not crying at all...
baby seem like gasping for air..
doctor..lari sini sana..
we all yg ade kt situ pon tolong la ape yg patut..
kagum btol tgk doctor paedatric tue..
she was really calm n can give instruction kt kteorg dgn sgt cool kne buat ape..
but at the same tyme..patient yang baru beranaksebelah mypatient's bed tibe2 ade retain placenta..
means..placenta die cannot pull out from womb n need to undergo surgery..
kelam kabut lg nk prepare dis patient msuk OT..
tibe2..mse nk transfer die ke another katil..
dat mama collapse..
cuak..semua cuak..cpt2 angkt mama tue..
we afraid if she had shock..because of bloos loss after delivery..
if very severe mother can.....hmm...
cepat angkt die naek ats katil n put all branula..
n tranfuse normal saline..n measure blood pressure..
n make sure mama always concious..
fuhh..naseb die n cpt2 bwk msuk OT<operation theater>
at the same tyme..back to anothr room yg ade baby td tue..
doctor try intubate her..n bagging wif oxygen..she still xok jgk..
then suddenly doctor find out her baby heart was direct to the right side....
what????dexto cardia???
then they do ultrasound..for a confirmation..seems like it is true
then..tibe2 ade sorg mama admit..
os fully..n she ready to deliver already..
what???sume nurse n doctor sgt busy nie..
n paling menakot kn lagi..mama ni primigravida jgk!!!!
adoii..nk wat cmne nie..i ask myfren to conduct but she said she cant..
then..i decide to conduct it again..
ok..i do another crazy thing again..
takot..tp..klu x spe nk conduct baby nie lahir..
then..i prepare the instrument..
n give the mama instruction what she need to do..
then suddenly 1 doctor come n help me..
hmmm~..lega sgt..
tp..mama nie mcm xpndai je nk teran..n her liquor<air ketumban> color mcm dh ade miconium<stool> stain..
hmm..hope dis baby ok la kt dlm tue..takot jgk la baby dis tyme lemas kt dlam tue..
jerit byk kali kt mama tue suruh teran..
mama ajan mama!!ajan!!..perghh..
jantung baby show sekejap slow sekejap laju..
hmm..takot dh nie..
doctor kt sebelah pon dh cuak gk..she also very new here n also in shockafter see her patient collapse just now after retain placenta..
then..after about almost 1hour..
mama tue dpt gk deliver baby die dgn selamt..
hmm..dis tym..i reallycannot prevent her perinuem to tear..
sory mama..tp xdela besar sgt tear die..
baby pon ok but a bit small la..
at the same tyme..baby yg xnanges2 dr td tu..
doctors dh mcm give up dh..xtaw nk buat ape dh..sume intubation dh bwk kluar dr mulot baby tue..dh mcm nk declare baby to meninggal..
however..1 doctor mcm xpuas ati ag....they do ultrasound again n see baby's heart is still beating..very fast..
then..they trus intubate blik n trus pump her again..
they also pggl juru xray utk buat sudden xray kt baby tue..
i was there..at the same room with the baby n was conducting the delivery for that mother yg dicerita kt ats tue..
xleh n lari kemana dh..terkene skali la xray radiation tue..
perrgghh......daku korban kan diri demi patient..pasrah jelah derrrr..
then..doctor tgk keadaan baby mcm dh improve ckit n rushing to put her in the incubator..
n bring to NICU for further treatment..
fuhhh..penatnye klu ari2 mcm nie..
takot kot....tp inila hidup..
ini la hidup yg aku pilh..<spe suruh!!pdn muke aku!!!>
but...puas hatikn klu kte dpt membantu org..
walaupun xbyk at least..dpt jgk menyumbang pada org laen.
n mungkin ini boleh menjadi bekalan utk akhirat kelak..insyaALLAH..
in future..
adila really wanna be a good doctor..
even..certain thing looks impossible to do..
but at least i shud have a try..dun easily giving up
lebih baek cube..at least ade effort disitu dr xbuat ape..
n will put all my effort to all things that i will do..
ALLAH sentiase ade bersama dengan adila..
insyaALLAH..adila really can do it!!!

7heaven..

7 heaven???

at first ble dgr nme tmpt nie..

mule terfikir..mcm heaven keeeewwww???

tmpt nie seindah or sebest heaven kew?

eh..xtaw la..mne prnh msuk heaven ag..hehe

insyaALLAH..e2 matlamat diakhirat kelak..

upenye..nie tmpt mcm restaurant..

but it served mostly a dessert..

emm~..interesting..

sbb ade byk flavor aiskrim..<nyum2~~.>

n presentation die pon menarik..

hard ice cream-choc flavor

choc n vanilla..yummy~

banana boat-choc,mint n mango flavor

waffle wif strawbery ripple

sebagai peminat n menyukai aiskrim..

sy rse berbahagia disini..haha...

bashitae~~..

tenung je ye..xsmpi ati nk mkn..hehe

kt sni pon ade jual cake..like secret recipe..n look interesting oso...

kdai die pon nmpk santai n cantik

nisa n farah..muke hepy je dpt mkn aiskrim ye..

again..dis will be another memorable moment @sandakan

p/s:just only 2weeks left 4 us to be @sandakan..sedih..nk tinggalkan tmpt nie..

saya rindu kamu....

rindu kamu...

miss u..

bogoshipda..

bhse ape ag ek..huhu..

sgt rindu kot..dulu..kite slalu same2..

siang n malam..

kadang2..awk teman sy sepanjang hari..

xpernah jemu..

awk xpernah ckp penat or letih pon..

dh lebih 3 tahun kite bersama..

tp skang..

awk dh mula mcm nk tgglkn sy..

lately..

awk jap ok..jap x..

mule2 saya sabar je ngn awk..

tp skang..awk mcm btol2 mcm nk tgglkn sy..

awk trus xok...

n wat sy sedih....

sedih la..awk buat mcm nie..

sy xnk yg laen..

klu bleh nk awk je..

mmg la org dok ckp..cr yg laen je..

xpyh la nk harap awk ok blik..

tp hati sy tetap sygkn awk..

skang..sy dh sangt rindu awk..

dh beberapa hari kte xbersama..

saya rindukn awk taw x LAPPYKULAPPY KU~~~~!!!!!!

huhuhu..lappy..xmo la rosak..xsyg kt i keww??

mood:sedih..T__T

hari ini dlm sejarah

chukayae~~ (congratz!!)

to me n myself..^-^

for 2 reasons..

1st...

today..4hb january..

my eupa's bufday..

if he still alive..die msti dh berumur 23tahun..

hmmm..

i thought..i will crying so badly again today..

but..since last nite..until now..

not even 1 tear i had expelled from my lacriminal gland..

am i forgetting him already?of course not!!

maybe..i shud let it be..

past is past..yg dh pergi pasti xkn kmbali..

n i shud..i shud..i shud..holding back mytears..

smpi ble..aku nk ikut kn hati..

xmenangis xb'erti aku xigt die..aku xsyg die..aku xrindu die..

emm...biarla..

biarla..hanya aku n ALLAH sje yg taw..n maybe "die" pon taw

as wut people always said.."time will heal everything.."

hope...hopefully..

i will be very fine soon..no more tears..no more sadness..

insyaALLAH..^-^

2nd..

i can donate blood!!!

4 the 1st tyme in mylife..

i could donate 450 ml blood..hoho

b4 dis..nk g kt blood bank or g kt blood campaign pon tkot..

tp..xtaw la npe..hati nie..asyik nk je g donate blood nie..

1st tyme g..kne reject..sbb ats sbb tertentu..hehe

2nd tyme g..<on mybufday>

kne reject ag..low hemoglobin..

adehhh..hampa gler kot..

then..dis tyme g lg..

alhamdulillah..hb lepas..12.9..YES!!

tibe2..blood pressure lak tggi..

adehhh..nie sume sbb hobi bru skang pantang jmpe tgge..

dok naek tgga kehulu kehilir..

smpi darah pon naek..hahaha

then..try ar dok diam2..calm myself..

then..finally bru dpt..hehe

ngeri tgk jarum die bsr!!!pastu byk drh kuar!!!

huhuhu..

see..jarum tue bsr glerr!!naseb xskit sbb ade LA..hehe

darah shaye~~..T__T

but..

i wish..my 450ml blood..

could at least save 1 people's life..

insyaALLAH..

p/s:after 3 month i want to donate blood lg~~..^-^

sye sukakn hari jadi..^-^

hehe..
rasenye..sume org sukekn hari jadi..
dr kecik smpi la umor 21thun nie..
setiap kali bufday msti sgt best..
n dpt mcm2..sbb tue la sgt best ble hari jadi..hehe
ibu cerite..mse umor 5 or 6thun cm2..
dh pndi minx hadiah nk rntai..haha
tgk kakak pkai rntai emas nk jgk..
so mse bufday..nangeh2 minx kt ayh ckp "nk antai..nk antai!!"
then..mse skola rendah..xigt darjah bpe..
tgk kt tv org mkn pizza yg sgt cheesy yg kne tarik pnjg2 bru putus..
then..ckp kt ayh nk mkn pizza cm2 gk..
pastu nk mkn kt dataran merdeka lak 2..hehe
then..mse darjah 5..
sambut bufday skali ngn abg sepupu kawen..
sibuk2 je..pengantin nk potong kek kawen..
tibe2 aku pon mencelah kt tengah2..sbb kek aku pon ade kt c2..haha
skang ble dh bsr ag best..
mse form 5 smbut bufday kt klcc..
ngn geng2 AMBT..gler havoc klcc mse 2..
then mse kt matrik 1st tyme celebrate bufday bkn kt umah..
then..plg best arwah dtg all da way from kl to johor..
bwk bunga sume..n g jln2 kt bndar melaka..syiok gler
then.. ade org letak adiah n choc dpn pintu blik..
emm..smpi skang xtaw dr spe choc ferraro tue..
then msuk ums..
haa..mse 1st year kne kaw2 punye dr kwn2..
mule2 kne kurung dlm blik..<mse tue dok tingkat bwh>
pastu diorg dok maen ketuk2 tingkap n suh tiup lilin kek dr tingkap je..
huhu..kjam sungguh..ssh leh x nk tiup jaoh2..
pastu..dpt masker setepek kt muke..
haa..masker wat dr tepung,telur n ntah ape ag diorg letak..
mmg bau die baeeekkk punye la..
kulit licin trus pas2..hehe
tp yg bestnyew dpt kek secret recipe banana choc kegemaran sy!!
hehehe

choc banana!!

then..mse 2nd year..kne buli ag
 kne exercise..mcm treasure hunt..
 kne cr clue2 yg diletak kn jap kt tingkat bwh..then tingkat ats asrama..jap2 kt parking kete la
haa..mcm 1 ums aku pusing cr clue2..
mmg trun ar 5kg berat mse 2..
mentang2 la bufday org laen aku jd mastermind..skang aku lak kne blik..huhu
tp best sbb mse 2 kwn2 sume msk mcm2 nk celebrate mybufday..
but this tyme mse 3rd year xkne buli dh!!yeah~~..
tp best..2kali smbut bufday..hehe
mlm bufday..as usual dpt kek scret recipe kegemaran!!
then..siang tue..nani msk mcm2 lak tue..
mmg gler knyg mkn..

asm pedas,paprik aym,sambal belacan n telur goreng...

nyam2..sgt menyelerakan..^,^

then..
arini clebrate mkn steamboat kt tepi tasik plak..
bercahayakn chy bulan bintang..
mmg romantik gler..hehe

huhu..steamboat kami yg berasap2..

khusyuk nye sume mkn..mak mentua lalu pon xperasan..hehe

thun dpn n thun seterusnye??

hehe..hope..msih dpt menymbut bufday dilaen thun ag..
n masih merasekn..hepy ble bufday..
adila nk hepy..n trus hepy!!!~~~..